October 2009
38 posts
It really pisses me off when it becomes ‘ok’ for Christians to use vulgarities, when it’s the norm for Christians to live like they’re not. I’m not trying to judge, I know my lifestyle nowhere near Jesus’, but seriously? Wake up. It’s getting freaking annoying.
James 3:9-12
9With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men, who...
Oh Darling Understand, That Everything, Everything...
I was supposed to wake up at 0900, but I woke up at like 1130. Oh well.
I’m so excited for tonight! Can’t wait. Even though I won’t be able to fully enjoy whatever there is because of my ulcer. We’re going to take a bus to the place. Feels like Church Camp, haha. Too bad some people won’t be there.
Anyway, I just realized that I’m halfway through O levels! But...
Cath...
And soon everybody will ask What became of you ‘Cause your heart was dying fast And you didn’t know what to do The whispers that it won’t last Run up and down the pews But if their hearts were dying that fast They’d have done the same as you And I’d have done the same as you.
I know you’re leaving in the morning when you wake up; Leave me with some kind of proof it’s not a dream.
I would love to begin my post with “WA LAO THIS YEAR’S O LEVEL PAPERS ARE LIKE SO MANY TIME HARDER THAN LAST YEAR’S! AND…” but I shan’t since I’ve still got a considerable amount of trust in the moderation thing and not to forget, God. So let’s save that opening for when I get back my results and they absolutely suck, shall we?
Anyway, I’m...
The Only Exception.
Paramore - The Only Exception
I’ve got a tight grip on reality but I can’t Let go of what’s in front of me here I know you’re leaving in the morning, when you wake up Leave me with some kind of proof it’s not a dream
You are the only exception And I’m on my way to believing.
I think I’m actually doing less work than regular school days. What’s happening?
Someone should record my entire O level life and name the file
‘What not to do during your O level period’
then show it to the graduating pupils of Singapore each year.
I feel so guilty about not studying when I have the time.
If I don’t do well, I’m so going to regret this.
I shall go practice Maths now.
Whatever makes you happy, Whatever you want.
My life is so out of place right now. My ‘biological clock/shedule/whatever’ is freaking messed up. I’m trying to keep my social life alive by meeting people during the week. Trying to tell myself that it’s just 3 more weeks. Trying to survive.
Call me over-dramatic, call me weak, call me whatever you will, I don’t really care.
I don’t care if it hurts I wanna...
Walk On.
Today was the first paper of the entire O level exams but I already feel so drained. Ugh this sucks. I think I kind of screwed up my English with the summary and the letter writing. They told us to “start your letter like this: Dear Past Pupil, …” which was what I did but like 90% of the school did it in informal letter style. But I’m still believing for the A1 I promised...
“If loving you was a crime, then I’d rather be a prisoner in your heart.”
– Lame lovesick girls.
Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down
My hopes are...
“Right now, you’re suffering under an enormous weight.
We provide…...”
– Nathan Ford; Leverage
“You screwed up your Science Practical Exam today?” “Been there, done that. I screwed up mine throughout the course of 2008 to 2009.”
Haha, Pure Sciences rock.
Circles.
And I think that it’s time This battle must be won But you pushed it aside Push it aside, pretend that it’s gone
This circle never ends And it’s time you just face it Don’t pretend that it’s over
Vart?
School wasn’t so bad after all. I went to get some coffee to wake me up before I went into the school, even though I don’t believe in the power of coffee. Went over to Temasek Polytechnic to meet my brother, Sean, Aiken and Ben for lunch. Ben drove us to Ikea.
After lunch, we waited for Sean for like 15 mins to finish ________ing (I really have no idea what the hell he did in there)...
Brighter Than Sunshine.
I’ve decided what to study for Social Studies! (with Chloe’s help of course)
Venice
Globalization
Healthcare
So that’ll be 2 themes (Venice & Globalization), and 1 chapter. Seems possible to finish by next next week right? I haven’t even started studying anything yet, by the way. I’ve just been doing maths like on and off. The past two days of the study break...
Going to ‘restart’ my fast because of personal reasons.
How could I have been so dumb? Ugh.
What Sarah Said.
Love is watching someone die. So who’s gonna watch you die?
But, Honestly.
I just read my classmates blog and he posted an essay that he wrote. Made me realize where all my essays from the past years went. Well, maybe only 3 or 4 from all the exams since I never ever do English homework (waste of time). I only have like 2 full essays. And apparently they don’t return Prelim papers so I don’t have my Prelim Essay. The subject was on ‘Laughter’ so I...
I Rove My Shcoo. (Not a typo) (Only time I'm...
I think I’m probably the only person from my school who hasn’t blogged, and posted a picture of today, yet. So here goes. (This is going to be a long one)
Today started off quite well, considering the fact that I wasn’t late for school even though I took my time. And I ended the last term of my secondary school life without detention (I so should have been nominated for...
“I’m not going to explain so much anymore, since you all keep talking when...”
– Mrs Lam Wai Mun (Chemist) 1742 - Present
“Theirs is not to reason why, theirs is but to do or die.”
– Lord Alfred Tennyson/ Corporal Upham in ‘Saving Private Ryan’, on the duty of soldiers.
Oh, how I hate school.
Today was an extremely tiring day, with people sleeping during Social Studies lesson right in front of the teacher. I think my Chemistry teacher has had enough of us. Haha, half the class will be talking while she’s teaching, and she thinks we aren’t following her on the TYS. “I guess **** is the only one who’s trying to keep up and follow me”...
Somewhere In Between.
Today I:
decided to go for service.
made a good choice to go for service instead of studying at home.
didn’t go out for lunch.
realized studying in church is not productive for me.
found out that Victoria also likes Vitasoy.
played an MMORPG instead of studying.
battled a B-Boy at the dance studio.
lied.
had Subway for dinner, again.
found out that they have Reeses’ cereal.
...
“I don’t fight with ugry people; They have nothing to roose!”
“Without Music, life would be an error.”
– Friedrich Nietzsche
“When you grab all you can get, that’s what happens:
the more you get,...”
– Solomon; Proverbs 1:19 (The Message)
All of The Above.
Cause all I’m living for is You Nothing else I wanna do Give my life into Your hands Walk this life with You You mean everything to me Changed my life and washed me clean Now I’m lost without Your love Cause You’re all of the above
More than life is what You are.
Creed - Six Feet From The Edge
I’m down to...
Where The Lines Overlap.
Amazing how change can be constant, yet so subtle at the same time. Only when we look back, do we notice that change paid us a visit, once again.
I think I’m a totally different person now, as, say, compared to how the person I was in the beginning of the year, both physically and (more importantly,) spiritually. To be honest, I’m not very surprised because change is constant, etc. To...
Imogen Heap - Speeding Cars
Sleeping dogs lie...
A Lack of Color.
Death Cab For Cutie - A Lack of Color
If you feel discouraged When there’s a lack of color here Please don’t worry, lover It’s really bursting at the seams From absorbing everything The spectrums A to Z
This is fact not fiction, for the first time in years.
September 2009
31 posts
All In All.
With all your faults, it isn’t your fault, what’s going on?
