August 2010
37 posts
My Chemical Romance - Cancer
One of my favourite...
Spies.
I awake to find no peace of mind, I said, how do you live as a fugitive? Down here, where I cannot see so clear, I said, what do I know? Show me the right way to go.
I awake to see that no one is free, We’re all fugitives - look at the way we live Down here, I cannot sleep from fear, no, I said, which way do I turn? Oh, I forget everything I learn.
But you’re feeling so bad, cos you...
Love, I hope we get old, I hope we can find a way of seeing it all.
Love, I hope we can be, I hope I can find a way of letting you see, That I’m so easy to please, so easy.
Plastic.
I hate throwing plastic away.
This week has been exceptionally tiring physically and emotionally, and I’ve been pretty busy with mainly schoolwork.
And just when I thought it was over, Friday gets packed.
Friday:
School to 3pm
Class Photo-taking at 3pm
PW Group Meeting Interviews at 5pm
Cell Meeting (Maybe) at 6pm
Service with Dr David Ravenhill at 7.30pm
I don’t think I’ve ever had such a busy Friday...
Definition: Intrinsic motivation refers to motivation that comes from inside an individual rather than from any external or outside rewards, such as money or grades. The motivation comes from the pleasure one gets from the task itself or from the sense of satisfaction in completing or even working on a task.
November.
So I’m waiting for this test to end, So these lighter days can soon begin I’ll be alone but maybe more carefree, Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
So many lifeless empty hands, So many hearts in great demand And now my sorrow seems so far away, Until I’m taken by these bolts of pain But I turn them off and tuck them away, ‘till these rainy days that make them...
I know you can’t see the full face in the second one, but…
Need I say more?
Wasted Time.
Wa, mother. I’m starting to hate tumblr.
Wanted to change my tumblr theme, so I did. You can check it out.
But the colours were/are really ugly, so I tried to change it.
To my horror, I couldn’t find the change colour thing. Like there’s no colour box under the Appearance tab. Mother.
So I spent like 1 hour plus trying to change the colour, and to insert the comments tab,...
How I Met Your Mother: GET PSYCHED!!! →
GET YOURSELF A GET PSYCHED MIX….THE LIST OF SONGS IS RIGHT HERE:
TV Barney’s Get Psyched Mix I Wanna Rock - Twisted Sister
You Give Love a Bad Name - Bon Jovi
Lick It Up - Kiss
Paradise City - Guns N’ Roses
Dancing with Myself - Billy Idol
Rock…
GET PSYCHED.
Today started out pretty bad.
I don’t really enjoy conferences/going to crowded places, so I didn’t feel excited for service at all, but God is so so good, and I’m really grateful that He still chose to show up personally.
So anyway, we watched this movie for service:
It was about how Christianity was quietly but rapidly spreading throughout Asia, and talked mainly what was...
With The Hardest of Hearts, I Still Feel Full of...
I get lost in the night, so high, I don’t want to come down To feel the loss of the good thing that I’ve found
And I told myself, boy away you go, it rained so hard, it felt like snow, Everything came tumbling down on me In the back of the woods, in the dark of the night, Paleness of the old moonlight, everything just felt so incomplete
See the time we shared, it was precious to me,...
There’s so much I need to say to you - so many reasons why You’re the only one who really knew me at all.
So take a look at me now, There’s just an empty space.
I Trust In You.
Because these messes will fit together and reveal Your genius.
And hopefully, one day, I’ll actually be able to appreciate it.
You broke the night like the sun, Healed my heart with Your great love Any trouble I couldn’t bear, You lifted me upon Your shoulders
You stand on mountaintops with me, With You I’ll walk through the valley You gave Your only Son for me, Your grace is...
Starting to retreat. Again.
I hate this fickleness.
I hate struggling this much.
And in a chain reaction, I dissolve and break, and then away I crawl.
All Fall Down.
Whenever your world starts crashing down, That’s when you’ll find me.
God loves your soul, and your aching bones, Take a breath, take a step, meet me down below.
I've Always Been The Easy Kill.
So the weekends are gonna be over for me in about half an hour (I’m gonna sleep at 12am). This week has been awfully tiring mentally (and a little physically), even with the 2 days of holidays that we all had because of our beloved nation’s birthday. But I still think that a 3/4 day work week will be perfect. My mind has been overworked, as you probably would’ve already read...
Psalm 55:22 (New International Version)
22 Cast your cares on the LORD and he will sustain you; he will never let the righteous fall.
So I Thought.
Psalm 13:2 “How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and every day have sorrow in my heart?”
A lot on thoughts these days, and a lot of thoughts these days. Now I’m really convinced that my mind is a battlefield, and there aren’t gonna be any ceasefires. Sometimes it gets so tiring that I try to occupy myself. More doing, less thinking, you see. But it just never goes...
Closer To The Edge.
Surprisingly today passed quite quickly despite the fact that I spent about 11 hours in school. Maybe it was because we didn’t have GP, hmmmm….
So anyway, I found out some pretty interesting and good stuff about some people today. I think sometimes I ‘profile’ people too much when I don’t really know them well (don’t we all). I need to stop profiling people I...
Thank God for cell on wednesdays.
So today we listened to a sermon titled… okay I forgot the title, but it goes along the lines of “Tuning In To The Voice Of Victory” or something. Basically it talks about how a lot of us tune in to the wrong ‘frequency’ and listen to the bad voices that tell us not so good stuff instead of listening to God’s voice that tells...
The long weekend has ended, and school starts again tomorrow. Really really hate this ‘back to school’ feeling. And guess who got the ‘most unproductive person ever in history’ award again this time? I only finished like half of 2 tutorials, and I still don’t know what other homework I had. Another sucky feeling - The ‘I’m gonna sleep soon and I know I...
My Life Is Yours.
1 Corinthians 10:12 (The Message)
11-12These are all warning markers—danger!—in our history books, written down so that we don’t repeat their mistakes. Our positions in the story are parallel—they at the beginning, we at the end—and we are just as capable of messing it up as they were. Don’t be so naive and self-confident. You’re not exempt. You could fall flat on your face...
